January 2011
13 posts
Unacceptable
Officially unacceptable. I cannot believe I let myself miss that deadline. FUCK.
Day four of life in MSU Presidential Campaigns
So i should be doing some homework and by some I mean a thousand pounds. But I decided that now is as good a time as any to take 5 minutes to blog about the last 4 days. OMG. I have never been so tired or busy in my life. its killing me. And I have been lectured at least 3 times about it in the last 3 days. Well that was enough to make me realize that play isnt gonna read itself…
“No one will die if you turn off your phone.”
– John
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stress
It sets in in waves. As if it didn’t mean to do it. Like it knew that it shouldn’t be bothering you and then it did it anyway. I just need a little bit of sure footing. A little solid ground. I feel too scared for this to end well. I want to be able to do something. But I can’t. Fake it till you make it is what they say and I suppose that I can’t do much else.
Things I am beginning to panic about
not enough time
no posters
no videos
no photographer
no consistency
no plan
no alternative
no way out
I am seriously considering taking up smoking. Why you ask? Well you see I have developed more stress than I would like and I think smoking may help.
“I guess that’s what saying goodbye is always like—like jumping off an edge. The...”
– Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver (via make-me-smile)
5 Reasons why I enjoyed today
I went running and I am running at the pace I was in high school.
Yoga is amazing.
Winning board games at the last second!
Knowing the material that I am studying.
Knowing that I get to go home to watch movies, hangout and eat dinner that has been cooked for me.
Wonders when
sleeping became difficult for me at night but not during the day.
when long days became the norm.
when black became my favorite color.
when I stopped thinking for myself.